Blue thursday.

Hello.

was supposed to watch cinderella story. hmm, something caught up. so, i didn't in the end. wasn't the best of days for me today.

lost something thats so ever important to me, i'm on the verge of recovering from the ordeal. but, i learn to let go. yes, whatever it is. i have to carry on with life. it still has to go on, i cant stay stagnant here forever.

fuk this, my iTunes had just random-ed into this song. and the lyrics hit my feelings spot on. bullseye! bingo, right at where it hurts most. what song is it? the "boring", "old", "listen until sian", "wtf" song by Hoobastank. Here goes, the lyrics.


Hoobastank - The Reason

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You [x4]

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you




there you go. call me names for all i care. i dont give a flying fuck about it.

Ciao.